Wednesday, December 29, 2004

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I am so bored!!!!!

Almost went out 2dae with kynn to watch MEET THE FOCKERS. But it sneaks at 7pm. I don wanna go home too late cos tomm i'm working... Sorry bout that kynn. Hm, tot of heading to the army market but kinda lazy. Keke. I've got to buy a new pair of working shoes man! One of the soles of my shoe actually came off when i was working. HAiz. THank goodness none of the guests noticed. *peace*

FYI, the pic above was taken during my KL trip with my family and relatives.

Laterz gonna head down to compass point. Gonna get the new pair of shoes. Haiz. My money...bye bye... hehe. Stingy me... Tot of going to the army market tomm afta work. Hm...I'll consider dat... Werkin on friday till 11.30 and till late cos there's like a countdown party at the hotel. I think it's gonna be fun! It has to be. Orchard's gonna be flooded with ppl on friday man... i'm pretty sure bout that...

Heard bout the tragedy of the TSUNAMI? Scary isn't it. I'm so reminded of the end of the world. It's real scary. I've got a friend in India, attending a relative's wedding over there. I hope she's not affected. But i'm real worried. I hope she's alright...

I'm really dumbfounded of what to buy for Sir Shi Han's birthday. His birthday is this Sunday.Hm..Suggestions anyone?

OKies, gonna go practice playing Avril Lavigne's "Nobody's Home". I'm still confused with the chords. Haha. OKiez, chiCkaz guYz... Posted by Hello



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Saturday, December 25, 2004

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Wazzopies guys... Merry X'mas first of all to all Christians all over the world. Er, i mean, to whoever that celebrates this wonderful Christmas. Just got off the phone with me cuz, discussing bout e games for tomm's birthday celebration. It's me baby cuz's 1st birthday. Ain't that cute!! Yerp, when i called, shikyn was on her way to Sentosa with her frens. Didn't talk for long. She kinda leads a busy schedule.

Wondering why i posted e above pic? It was actually taken quite some time ago. I miss the days where me, ata & ervy spent wonderful times together just chillin, walkin and shoppin. We would share various laughters and endeavours together neverending. I wonder, what's ata doin ryte now. Its been ages since i've seen ata. Ervy smsed ata but didnt get any reply. Did ata changed her phone no. or something? i wonder...

Yest work ended pretty early. Me and ervy were posted to the same floor & we had to carry HEAVY furnitures from the lounge to the carpark. And damn our supervisor. Me & Ervy were reprimanded a few times by her. Darn her...
So after work, we headed down to far east plaza and saw the hip-hop extravaganza. It was...fascinating. Quite kewl actually. There was a competition and the winner was B-A-D. Who the hell that is, i do not know...Then i packed wantan goreng from puncak and headed home. Me dad fetched. Ervy headed to McCafe to chill with her sis and colleagues.

Things are ok right now and i've learnt to take things against my stride. Nothing is perfect and life is full of ups & downs. You just have to know how to handle it. So, till then, bye bye me peepz... Posted by Hello



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Thursday, December 23, 2004

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It's been mins, hours, days, weeks i've not updated. Yerp, back from me holis! Great2, in fact, i can't actually remember. The days passed like water. If you know what i mean. So, what have been up to. Er, work... And yeah tiring work... I actually didn't feel like blogging but i think i have a problem... It's a sad sad problem for me. It's bout me friends...

I just discovered i have noone to talk to about my problems. Confiding in my family? It's not that i don't want to but it's just not right. Confiding in my friends? I do not have friends that i trust to tell.Telling me cuz, i don think she'll have the time to listen. Oh my... Telling my boyfriend, too bad i do not have one. I feel so lonely. Cryin is not e best solution but that's what i think i can only do. But, no i shouldn't. Tears will be a waste of energy. I tot i had one friend whom i can depend on in case of trouble and one that will think of me in anytime but i'm wrong. I've learnt friends are just friends. There will never be true friends in this world. I wanna share what happened but i think it's not the right time. Keeping it confidential would be the best. I just want to express my deepest sadness in this entry. So stop reading if you guys start getting bored.

I guess i've suffered too much disappointment in my friends. I guess, i shouldn't put too much trust in my friends. I'm such a fool. I feel so stupid right now for doing so. I guess i should stop doing things for my friends. Just be glad to have a family that loves you and make sure you're happy. I may be over emotional but well, heck with that. I do not care anymore. I'm too disappointed with the actions of my friends and i hope time will heal my emotions.

Time will show who really are your friends. Posted by Hello



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Friday, December 10, 2004

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Hey guys. Seems like decades i have not updated. Well, what have i been up to. I've been busy WERKIN. haha. I think it's cool. Got to know a lot of FAB frens. Like, nisa, faezah, dilah, atikah and got to know my captains. They're real nice. FIY, i'm werkin as a banquet waitress at Hyatt hotel. keke. It's quite tiring. Having to standy assisting the guests. & i hate ushering. U can wait there till the cows come home but still, there's noone. haha.

Yest had my prom night. It was kinda sad but happy prom night fer me. That's me on the top of ths page. I bought a purplish pink dress and bought the shawl separately. Bought it at Daniel Yam. It cost me a BOMB. But, well, once in a lifetime event. I can wear it again another day perhaps. Guys, guess what, i was voted as the best dressed girl. HAHA! It was so unexpected. I voted for Shirley u noe. hehe. So yeah... I performed "My Happy Ending" with my guitar in front of my teachers and school mates. There was some errors but, i tink it went quite well. =) Prom night was emotional. Davin sang a song for his ex-girlfriend and kneeled before her for forgiveness and wishing for the girl to go back to him. And mind you, handing her flowers. So Cool ryte! Then yest me fren left me to go to prom alone after we discussed of going together. We made up, crying, but things will never be the same again. My trust in you is gone. Sorry...

So, i guess the prom night was a success. Too bad i didn't win any lucky draw. They had a dance floor but noone danced. Haha! Me and Shannon danced to the song ON the dance floor but noone joined us. SO awkward! So we ended up feeling 'malu' and left. That's only one pic of me at the prom. I'll show you others another time oke?

Ok, enough bout my prom night. I shall talk bout my job now. Hm... I have to wake up at 5 a.m and be at the hotel by 6.30. We have to start work at 7 sharp. We are sometimes asked to work till late cos there are sometimes not enough staff in the afternoon shift. So far, i've received $170 of pay by working for 4 days. I tink its kewl aight.

I'm going to KL on sat to tues so i guess you guys will not see any updates at that duration of time.

I learnt something new from my cousin. We went out shopping for my prom dress after work on monday and we had an enjoyable chat. She told me the 'minah' brands. haha. so funny. She told me MANGO, VON DUTCH and others are turning to become minah brands. Haha! I agree with her! but, er, no offence. My cousin also told me, minahs don declare themselves as minah. haha. So, that's just a statement by her, but i too agree with that. What do you think? hehe. SO yeah, b4 i met shikyn for that day, i met lini with her boyfriend walking... Then we saw dynn while browsing prom dresses.

Okies lah, i tink i did a long entry. Haha. K guys, see ya soon! chiaoziez... Posted by Hello



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emma hassan
fifth-may-eightyeight
republic polytechnic
biomedical sciences
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