Thursday, December 23, 2004
appear offline <3 5:47 PM
It's been mins, hours, days, weeks i've not updated. Yerp, back from me holis! Great2, in fact, i can't actually remember. The days passed like water. If you know what i mean. So, what have been up to. Er, work... And yeah tiring work... I actually didn't feel like blogging but i think i have a problem... It's a sad sad problem for me. It's bout me friends...
I just discovered i have noone to talk to about my problems. Confiding in my family? It's not that i don't want to but it's just not right. Confiding in my friends? I do not have friends that i trust to tell.Telling me cuz, i don think she'll have the time to listen. Oh my... Telling my boyfriend, too bad i do not have one. I feel so lonely. Cryin is not e best solution but that's what i think i can only do. But, no i shouldn't. Tears will be a waste of energy. I tot i had one friend whom i can depend on in case of trouble and one that will think of me in anytime but i'm wrong. I've learnt friends are just friends. There will never be true friends in this world. I wanna share what happened but i think it's not the right time. Keeping it confidential would be the best. I just want to express my deepest sadness in this entry. So stop reading if you guys start getting bored.
I guess i've suffered too much disappointment in my friends. I guess, i shouldn't put too much trust in my friends. I'm such a fool. I feel so stupid right now for doing so. I guess i should stop doing things for my friends. Just be glad to have a family that loves you and make sure you're happy. I may be over emotional but well, heck with that. I do not care anymore. I'm too disappointed with the actions of my friends and i hope time will heal my emotions.
emma hassan
fifth-may-eightyeight
republic polytechnic
biomedical sciences
retired NPCC member
self-known photographer
all rounder music lover
a daughter, a friend
let yourself be heard
everyday cravings
sentimental korean dramas
popcorn (salted)
coca-cola with ice
tshirts
mamee
x-men
sleeping
dunkin donuts
starbuck's hot chocolate
baskin robbins
mcdonald's fries
as told by ginger
