Sunday, September 24, 2006
appear offline <3 12:17 AM
school started 2 days ago. and so far, i think it's not that bad afterall. i had one familiar face to look forward to on my first day and thank god our group wasn't re-shuffled. i made friends with my team members, exhanged msn contacts. thats what we usually do to start our conversations.
i could remember on the first day daphne thought i was 'dao' aka 'action' when we were first teamed up together and to get ourselves talking, she asked whats my email add. hahaha. and now, we're like so familiar with each other. sometimes i wonder, will there ever be someone in this class that would be like the friends i made with in the past classes? i so miss the people who i see everyday, stepping into class with my slumber face each morning.
on my 2nd day, the groups were reshuffled and amazingly, I like my group. I think we got along quite well and even went for breakfast together. It was nice.
i went for a jog yesterday around my neighbourhood. i went on last wednesday with my sis and she kept talking and talking while we're jogging.
in my heart i was like, "eh this person. people jog how can talk. you're like gasping for air while running and she can still talk talk. talk about the house lah. so fast it's built lah. walaoeh."
Then each time I have to take off my earphones to listen to what she got to say.
So about yesterday, i was jogging alone listening to the radio, class95. i've always liked the 'kartuns' segment. By the time i reached the fitness corner behind prime, it was time for 'love songs' with yaz. eeeeee, i don like. her voice like make make one. (like the surianni from anuskrin. yucks.)
Oklah so, while i was using doing my own thing at the fitness corner, i saw this couple with the wife heavily pregnant. I thought the husband was quite gd looking and wasn't sure if he was her son or the husband. they took a stroll along the park and when they reached the route where there were no souls present, the husband grabbed the wife by the waist and gave a few smooches to the wife. isn't that sweet? i suddenly feel so... so... i cannot explain it. not jealous but, kind of aaaaawwwwwww.... feeling. get what i mean?
After that, I saw this group of boys coming from the basketball court and a familiar face made my wandering eyes focused on him. omg, its 'kobis' whom i had a hard crush on during my sec sch days. he was with some friends which i was familiar with too.
they didn't see me. i saw them. and suddenly, i felt so sad. i had this sudden feel of loneliness and sadness. i was rewinded to the days where i spent wonderful days with my secondary school days and where i kept giving him this stares at the canteen. we then had our usual eating spots and i would always grab that opportunity look at him. he's adorable and sweet. and still is.
i took my 'crushes' quite seriously those days. i let out a tear looking at him walk away. it was too short. i wanted more time to look at him. i wish i could run to him and take a good look at him one last time that would last me my lifetime. and the radio wasn't helping. they were airing those love songs which made me even more helpless.
(eh i wanna buy the waterproof camera ah. can take pictures underwater. it'd be so fun. $24. good buy or not?)
emma hassan
fifth-may-eightyeight
republic polytechnic
biomedical sciences
retired NPCC member
self-known photographer
all rounder music lover
a daughter, a friend
let yourself be heard
everyday cravings
sentimental korean dramas
popcorn (salted)
coca-cola with ice
tshirts
mamee
x-men
sleeping
dunkin donuts
starbuck's hot chocolate
baskin robbins
mcdonald's fries
as told by ginger
