Sunday, October 16, 2005
appear offline <3 2:09 AM
I'm at a lost for words.
Have I been wrong in my decisions? Have i been naive to think, all humans are faithful?
I thought i had a friend who depended on me as much as i depended on her. Valued me as much as i valued our friendship. Took me close to her heart and held me tight. Forsaking anything else. Your tiredness, weakness and anxiety.
Has it been a lie that, Friendship is the most important thing in life?
I've been reserving myself to be close to anyone else but my efforts have obviously been denied. I wonder how valuable i am to you. Will you only notice me when something dreadful happens? Where are you when i need you? Where are my closest ever friends? Am i born not to confide in nobody else but myself? (don't people go crazy for that?)
Emotional sadness is all you get from all these illusions. What you believe right from the start has crashed right through your heart and all goes numb.
emma hassan
fifth-may-eightyeight
republic polytechnic
biomedical sciences
retired NPCC member
self-known photographer
all rounder music lover
a daughter, a friend
let yourself be heard
everyday cravings
sentimental korean dramas
popcorn (salted)
coca-cola with ice
tshirts
mamee
x-men
sleeping
dunkin donuts
starbuck's hot chocolate
baskin robbins
mcdonald's fries
as told by ginger
