Sunday, October 30, 2005

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Good Midnight!

Had a haircut today. Highlighted and dyed it again. Now its...greyer. If there is such a word. A brief discription of my hair, its...thinner. Much more thinner. I guess not like kelly clarkson's hair anymore. hehe. My classmates said that my hair was like kelly's before. IS it???

Picture posted above taken with my this semester classmates. Just a portion of them. =)

Can you guys believe that, we've almost puasa-ed for over a month? wow.. that was fast..

So today, after my hair salon visit, went...SHOPPING! hahah. Got some tops and a bag! Ive been looking for a backpack actually but came across a side-bag that i loved. So bought it. Warna playing raya song now. The mood's here! haha. what rubbish am i talking about.

yesterday, had a interesting chat with firzan. Interesting and funny. Some flashbacks along the conversation and some reflections done. hais. things could have been better.

My mum says my hair too thin. My eldest sis say my hair's like sylvester. WTH?????? k, nehmind. haha.
BUT I LOVE IT!
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Already cleaned my room. I painted my room, just a few touch up. Not much changes. Looks a little bit cleaner. Mum asks me to skip my guitar lesson tomorrow and go ikea. And going to put up the curtains and change my bed covers too.

Yesterday did my cornflakes biscuits. Personally done by me. haha. it tastes....
Great!Just Great!
Just a few burns i guess. hahahahahha. :p

Suppose to bake my M&M's biscuits but...my body's aching from yesterday's baking. very tired. hehe.

Something New : i can't run. anymore.
Today as i alighted from the mrt, me and my sis ran to the no.3 bus stop as the bus has arrived.
I TRIED MY BEST TO RUN!
but it was a very slow run. HAHA! and i was panting halfway and the distance was not that far. I mean, how could i have ran 2.4km in my napha test but........hahahahah!! Wow. By the time i was in the bus, I was panting and grasping my breath. Haha. I think i should start going to the gym. (as if. haha)

Ok, enough update for today. Toodly doos!



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Sunday, October 16, 2005

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I'm at a lost for words.

Have I been wrong in my decisions? Have i been naive to think, all humans are faithful?

I thought i had a friend who depended on me as much as i depended on her. Valued me as much as i valued our friendship. Took me close to her heart and held me tight. Forsaking anything else. Your tiredness, weakness and anxiety.

Has it been a lie that, Friendship is the most important thing in life?

I've been reserving myself to be close to anyone else but my efforts have obviously been denied. I wonder how valuable i am to you. Will you only notice me when something dreadful happens? Where are you when i need you? Where are my closest ever friends? Am i born not to confide in nobody else but myself?
(don't people go crazy for that?)

Emotional sadness is all you get from all these illusions. What you believe right from the start has crashed right through your heart and all goes numb.



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its just the beginning



emma hassan
fifth-may-eightyeight
republic polytechnic
biomedical sciences
retired NPCC member
self-known photographer
all rounder music lover

a daughter, a friend


let yourself be heard


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popcorn (salted)
coca-cola with ice
tshirts
mamee
x-men
sleeping
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starbuck's hot chocolate
baskin robbins
mcdonald's fries
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